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YOU SHALL BE MINE

:)

Happy is me when i get to catch up with my dear friends:)
this is my happy week.

Oh sugar

its 3.45am right now and i'm waiting for imovie to finish exporting the video that will be playing in the auditorium in about 7 hours time. and i've been awake since 6am ish. dinner at 10pm plus. and i'll have to start preparing to head back to the east at 5am. so that leaves me with an hour to paint my nails. at this rate, my body is going to break. holy moly, please let me survive tmr.

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yknow whats unhealthy?
reading entries from your ancient blogs.
those that are locked. and you go like "wow. i used to be this sad. how the hell did i even survive that sadness?" and thn you think about what you're feeling now. i think its what ppl call "emptiness". its so empty that.. i dont even.... .... know whether its sadder to be sad or sadder to be empty.

oh, i have a new site! this is ridiculous, i know. cause i've been changing the blogging site so often since last year. but i just created another one. for all my travel pictures. its gonna be a photoblog. i hope i can keep it as a photoblog and not let it end up as some emo platform for myself like the previous times.

to open my eyes

Back, from the island of beauty; Maldives.

clear water, purple fishes and the amazing night sky. Maldives treated me well without a doubt.

From such great heights.

Horoscope reading for cancer: 5th Aug:

"Relationships and significant people may have shifted into new roles, with new priorities.
That may be just the way it feels best."

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havent been doing that well of late. i've got strands of white hair, might be lack of sleep, or alcohol, or stress, or symptoms of aging, or hairspray. and i've been doing so much self questioning that i dont even know why i am even doing so. but i realized certain things, and that is how boring i am. i am such a boring person i wouldnt even wanna date myself. and i am such a confused person i confuse others with my confusion. thats pretty much it. horoscope is scarily accurate today. and its making me feel a little.. weird. but okay. change is the only constant, and good things usually doesn't stay long enough in my life so.. okay.

on a brighter note, september is going to be a busy month filled with excitement and lots of new experiences for me. and maldives will be beautiful. just a few more days away. :)

i'm glad i took a shot at this.

teeth brushing sessions

well i think i think alot when i brush my teeth in the morning and especially more so lately.
about how unexpressive i am. and how i wish i could make people feel better. and not be a woodblock.
about how i havent been making time to meet some friends and how things might turn out from here on. about how i am feeling cause honestly, i dont know. idk idk idk.

Top of memory lane

"To set the record straight
My head will be a library
Where you'll find me
To let it slip away
Would be a tragedy
'Cause that is where you'll find me

I'll meet you at the top of memory lane
And we'll be fine if you'll recall my name
I'll meet you at the top of memory lane

To fall a little more into what we learned before
Now, in the early hours
To call it what it's called
A moment to remember
Way back when

I'll meet you at the top of memory lane
I'll meet you at the top of memory lane"

Highly likely my new favourite song

Bring your heart to the party

:)