I refuse. 

Positive Vibes Only.

I should probably go to bed right now but I feel like I'll sleep better after getting this down.

Didn't think that anyone is going to believe in me and the ideas I have and so it was really comforting and motivating to hear you say what you said. I'm so glad that I spoke to you tonight. Even though we might be so far from each other with our video call hanging every few minutes, even though its been so long and the time difference is cray.

And i will remember that, it is okay to make mistakes, that we will always accomplish something out of a mistake. and that sometimes, we should let things flow and not fight against the currents. and to put in a hundred percent for everything and if it still turns out bad, its just not meant to be. Good catch up, Good lessons and definitely a good friend. forever. you know who you are. :)

Buenos noches!

Yoga the hell out of myself.

Ok so I've decided to throw more money into yoga.

" you let your mind tell your body that you can't. Just because of the pain. But if you focus and ignore the mind, your body actually can manage and you end up doing it. Let your body . . . "

The irony. Cause ppl say mind over matter. If you think you can, you can. But this is like ... Even if you think you cannot, you can.

Today I ate salad alone. I must be crazy. Me and salad.. It just doesn't make any sense. Like a lot of other things going on in my life. . . Oh well. 

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Cappadocia did not happen. But I am now counting down to Japan.
& hoping that Bali is possible in September.

"How's life? What are you doing now? Have you found another job? Are you going back to study?"

yup, thats basically what my life is about right now. dealing with the questions everyone is asking with regards to my future. Sometimes i think i lack motivation. but other times i think i lack courage. and i really hope im not just plain lazy. Been taking more than a month of break from the working life and still have yet to decide on the next big step. There are endless possibilities and a zillion of things i'd like to do but i just can't make up my mind and be brave and just take that step. I'd like to think that im making use of this long break to get my body back in shape and to spend more time with my family and friends.

I also realised that im at that age i heard ppl speak of; the age you realise that you're drifting from most of your friends and are only left with that few who really matters. amongst them, some are too busy with work, some too busy with school and some too busy with love.

& i have been, for the longest time, ready to love again.

Valentine.

It just so happens that the date is 14th feb.

Im looking at pictures of cappadocia. and imagining myself there on a solo trip.
its slightly intimidating but i guess it'll be really fulfilling. keeping my fingers crossed, for all to work in my favour.

To new beginnings

So the date has been set.
& I'm feeling all over the place.

step 1. submit the letter
step 2. email the co.
step 3. travel
step 4. think again.

New Year, New Beginnings

So I flew into 2015 ( literally ) with a set of seemingly fun people and very pleasant passengers. Lets go, 2015!