feeling jittery now cause in less than 10 hours, its the start of smth new for me.
gotta sleep early and hopefully everyone is nice tmr. :*
Monday, 6 May 2013
Sunday, 5 May 2013
to save for
silver watch with white base
superga dark blue (maybe)
new camera
black handbag
traveling
Friday, 3 May 2013
Get up
okay. this place is just damn wordy now that there is instagram. but its just gonna get more wordy.
so today marks the start of my new career. and i'm rly excited and kinda nervous but more of excited now that i have made some new friends:) also, had a long long talk with 2 of my friends. about life. and growing up. and i just feel happy. and lucky. but i would be happier if i could manage my money better. have been too nice to myself of late. cause maybe i feel like i deserve to pamper myself before i embark on this new adventure. or maybe cause i dont think anyone can pamper me more than i pamper myself. either way, this pampering gotta stop and i need to remember that one of my 2013 resolution is to hit 10k. need to make it work. #candothis
counting down, 4 more days.
so today marks the start of my new career. and i'm rly excited and kinda nervous but more of excited now that i have made some new friends:) also, had a long long talk with 2 of my friends. about life. and growing up. and i just feel happy. and lucky. but i would be happier if i could manage my money better. have been too nice to myself of late. cause maybe i feel like i deserve to pamper myself before i embark on this new adventure. or maybe cause i dont think anyone can pamper me more than i pamper myself. either way, this pampering gotta stop and i need to remember that one of my 2013 resolution is to hit 10k. need to make it work. #candothis
counting down, 4 more days.
Monday, 29 April 2013
Tonight
Its been awhile since i last cried over anything other than a movie.
Tonight i did. cause i really wanted everyone to just understand why everyone is upset. and fix ourselves. i dont wanna be rude. i just really think we should talk things out nicely. but its always tough talking to dad. and i just kinda lost it a little. but hopefully things will be back to normal tmr.
also, i feel a little empty tonight. like..maybe the magic of phuket is wearing off. idk. or maybe cause mum mentioned some stuff tonight. stuff that made me realise that i still dont.. ... nvm . its probably the magic of phuket wearing off.
dear me, dont be in a hurry. take it slow. take it easy. learn from the past. know them. make sure you know them more. and make sure they love you for who you really are. not just the face, not just what they think and who they think you are. and thn.. make sure you pick the one you love... not just for the face.
Tonight i did. cause i really wanted everyone to just understand why everyone is upset. and fix ourselves. i dont wanna be rude. i just really think we should talk things out nicely. but its always tough talking to dad. and i just kinda lost it a little. but hopefully things will be back to normal tmr.
also, i feel a little empty tonight. like..maybe the magic of phuket is wearing off. idk. or maybe cause mum mentioned some stuff tonight. stuff that made me realise that i still dont.. ... nvm . its probably the magic of phuket wearing off.
dear me, dont be in a hurry. take it slow. take it easy. learn from the past. know them. make sure you know them more. and make sure they love you for who you really are. not just the face, not just what they think and who they think you are. and thn.. make sure you pick the one you love... not just for the face.
Saturday, 27 April 2013
Stories to tell
Recent movies that i've watched:
Iron Man, Saving General Yang, The Host, Family weekend and Silver Linings Playbook.
Family weekend got me in tears. but the rest are all pretty good too. my days are packed. i like them to be. makes me feel like i've put my time to good use. cause things might change in 10 days. and i just wanna spend time with everyone. :)
Iron Man, Saving General Yang, The Host, Family weekend and Silver Linings Playbook.
Family weekend got me in tears. but the rest are all pretty good too. my days are packed. i like them to be. makes me feel like i've put my time to good use. cause things might change in 10 days. and i just wanna spend time with everyone. :)
" "
Let me be patient,
Let me be kind.
Make me unselfish,
Without being blind.
I may have faith
to make mountains fall
but if i lack love
then i'm nothing at all.
Let me be kind.
Make me unselfish,
Without being blind.
I may have faith
to make mountains fall
but if i lack love
then i'm nothing at all.
Tuesday, 23 April 2013
fall seven times, get up eight.
phuket treated me well. and now that i'm back, i'm just happy every time i think about what happened to us while we were there. thank you nonsensical fan for being a great company on this trip. i'm so glad we made it back alive.
long story short,
phuket saw us at patong beach every morning under the colourful umbrellas, occasionally going for a dip in the sea and jumping as each wave attempted to swallow us, and me trying to just chillax and float on the sea water and failing every time. Visiting the fruit stall every morning before we hit the beach, and sometimes we take a little longer to get to the beach cause we let ourselves get distracted by shops selling nice bikinis. went there with 5 sets of bikini, came back with 11 (1 for sam) and 3 beach mats or whatever you call it. Parasailed, Jetski-ed twice and almost died. no joke we really almost died out at sea cause the jetski broke down and capsized and we were not wearing lifejackets and my camera was wet and died. but we saw a jellyfish (only comfort). fortunately the parasailing dude spotted us and came to our rescue. Fan went elephant trekking and i touched the elephant; and they were surprisingly rough. Appreciating the sunset at promthep cape which was really beautiful i wish i could see it everyday. Also went to viewpoint and had dinner with our very cheeky driver, tony. Got tigers on our back and regretted it instantly cause mine looks like a pussycat. saw a little bit of firework after a good dinner and ate alot of street food which i rly love. checked out a cheap book store in phuket town and bought books. shopping at weekend market and getting vintage tops for 2sgd each. ice cream ice cream ice cream, coconut coconut coconut, fan went for massage. i love thailand. and i love phuket.
but now, i'll get ready. approx 15 days. i will be alright. :)
long story short,
phuket saw us at patong beach every morning under the colourful umbrellas, occasionally going for a dip in the sea and jumping as each wave attempted to swallow us, and me trying to just chillax and float on the sea water and failing every time. Visiting the fruit stall every morning before we hit the beach, and sometimes we take a little longer to get to the beach cause we let ourselves get distracted by shops selling nice bikinis. went there with 5 sets of bikini, came back with 11 (1 for sam) and 3 beach mats or whatever you call it. Parasailed, Jetski-ed twice and almost died. no joke we really almost died out at sea cause the jetski broke down and capsized and we were not wearing lifejackets and my camera was wet and died. but we saw a jellyfish (only comfort). fortunately the parasailing dude spotted us and came to our rescue. Fan went elephant trekking and i touched the elephant; and they were surprisingly rough. Appreciating the sunset at promthep cape which was really beautiful i wish i could see it everyday. Also went to viewpoint and had dinner with our very cheeky driver, tony. Got tigers on our back and regretted it instantly cause mine looks like a pussycat. saw a little bit of firework after a good dinner and ate alot of street food which i rly love. checked out a cheap book store in phuket town and bought books. shopping at weekend market and getting vintage tops for 2sgd each. ice cream ice cream ice cream, coconut coconut coconut, fan went for massage. i love thailand. and i love phuket.
but now, i'll get ready. approx 15 days. i will be alright. :)
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